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man. you really are an ass. once was fine, twice i could handle... but three fucking times?!? what did you GAIN from it anyways? do you get some kind of sick satisfaction from watching me squirm? do you realize how upset you've made me? its not like you CARE. you just... i cant even think of a word thats bad enough to describe you! DAMN YOU, you ( Read more... )

its times like these i feel the most alone. i realize that all im looking for is comfort. i feel... ugh. ugly,lonely,like ive been a bitch, like i dont have any friends, like im alone again ( Read more... )

well well... nothing really new. heh yeah. after how many days/months? well... im passing all of my classes. thats always a good thing. i guess its sad. i have a boring life. im single again. woot woot. i have been for a while. its kind of nice.... but yeah it gets lonely. I might go to homecoming with Juan. thats gonna be fun. i just hope he ( Read more... )

well you arent here. people talk. i trust you, but i cant help feeling... concerned. i mean, you didnt plan it last time. (at least i hope you didnt..) and we all think he has a thing for you... what if you just.. give in? you wouldnt tell me this time around. after what happened last time... no way. i dont know what i would do if it happened again ( Read more... )

i dont even know what i want anymore. im selfish. that much i do know. ive already told you. maybe you misunderstood. maybe you just didnt hear me. they say we only hear what we want to hear, dont they? ive missed him. practically everyday. i told him ( Read more... )

Gabby and I decided to go for a walk this morning. We woke up around 6:30 and took off at 7:03. Im not sure how far we walked... but wow... it was really pretty.


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grrr i know it isnt her fault.... she didnt ask to be the way she is. it just gets sooooo old having to wait on her hand and foot. she cant do anything for herself... she is completely helpless... if it wasnt for us.... she wouldnt even be here. sometimes it just becomes too much... trying to feed her while she is facing the other way.... spitting ( Read more... )

well in honor of cinco de mayo, i am going to write entirely in spanish ( Read more... )

another day stuck in the straw. well once again i have drawn myself into a corner and will lie there until i feel like moving. every time i reach the top of some distant mountain, just as suddenly i fall clean off the other side. why cant i be happy about something that is really satisfying? why all the bumps and curves? why all the downfalls? ( Read more... )