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done
i am done done DONE. im tired of people walking all over me. im tired being there for my friends and not having them be there for me. im sick of it. i am DONE. i think everyone just takes me for granted and i feel like my friends are only there when its convienent or when they have nothing better to go or when they remember. im sorry...thats not ( Read more... ) -
bah
i knew there was something wrong. i could feel it all the way home from melissa's. my heart is aching right now. i know she had a good 17 years and i know she was sick but it still hurts. :(
im going to cuddle nice and tight with molly tonight and go for a run tomorrow. i hurt. inside and out. -
Sd
has been amazing! Kel made me stay another night and she left for work this morning and I'm thinking I really don't want to go home. :(
My belly hurtsss. Bah
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My life is out of control. I'm falling fast. Nothing matters. I'm tired of the routine. I'm tired of people I'm tired of school.
How am I suppssed to walk around without anyone knowing that I'm dead inside? I feel nothing. all that plays through my head Is that I'm not good enough. I've been walked on over and over again. I feel like my lfe is a ( Read more... ) -
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nothing will ever change how it happened or why it happened. i just wish i was over it already. maybe in a few months ill be ready to jump back on the horse again or maybe it has nothing to do with that...maybe its just a matter of meeting the right person to make me remember what it feels like ( Read more... ) -
Grad school
Makes my life impossible. Melissa and I sat at panera last night until 10 and watched people walk in laughing and having a good time while we sat and wrote our assessment reports.
I can honestly say grad school has made me miss that part of my social life. Maybe it's just this semester bc it's crunch time... All I know is that the work is never ( Read more... ) -
i cant
do this anymore. im exhausted. phsyically, emotionally, mentally DONE. i wrote a report from 530-11:30 today and i have to write a different report tomorrow and squeeze in some practicum hours on top of that. i cant do it. my body and brain are so wiped out ( Read more... ) -
worried
so how long is it supposed to take for my heart to heal enough to let someone else in? this really worries me. i want to date but i cant seem to actually put my whole self into it. i feel bad bc there are some great guys out there but none of them seem to be able to hold my interest. im annoyed with myself and with romulo vallejo. how could i let ( Read more... ) -
bah
i know its not worth the anger, but i HATE being lied to. ughhh. blah.
hah laura deleted all the pics of me off facebook. dont we just love her maturity level?
people suck. its too early to be this angry. i woke up grumpy too. poor erick, he was the last thing on my mind when i got up this morning...:(