this place is dead anyway....

if you want to talk to me, youll know where to go to. just think about it...


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wow, so its been like what, april since i last posted ( Read more... )

ok, so i had a pretty mixed day ( Read more... )

i was worried about awkwardness and hostility. but i feel none. i just needed a few hours to settle down.

exchanged a few smiles yesterday, she gave me a friendly hug today.

im glad my heart isnt hurt, shows that i am beyond that emotion.

maybe in time it will be better all around....

as the beatles said, "its getting better all the time

so i near the end of my bachelors degree after many delays and false starts ( Read more... )

ok, so i remembered i have an lj ( Read more... )

bleah, im getting old.

today i met a girl who had two teachers in high school.....who i went to high school with.

also, the cute girl i took a liking to.....is a 17 year old genius.

shit.

im going to jazz fest in april, who wants to go with me?

dont worry, im still here.

im still alive. i just have nothing to say.

at least not here.

Enemies provide us some of the best opportunities to pactice patience, tolerance, and compassion. Shantideva gives us many marvlous examples of this in the form of dialogues between positive and negative aspects of one's own mind. His reflections on compassion and patience have been very useful in my own practic. Read them and your whole soul ( Read more... )