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Great night. Chorus Concert was an absolute blast on and off stage. Singing and dancing around was so much fun. And then waiting for like two hours to do the finale, and just hanging around laughing. Doing the finale and the bump, yeah that was interesting. Ahh! words can't sum it up. Nights like these assure me that I made the right decisions. Oh ( Read more... )

I miss the way that Fall Out Boy was my semi-secret. And when I'd talk about them, or say their name.. people would just stare because they had no clue. Now they give me that look that I'm a poser. And when barely anyone knew of panic! and they really were my secret, and now a lot more people do, and their gonna get big too ( Read more... )

I'm over little internet drama, and all that it brings along. No one can be real in this situation, because theres no emotion in typed words. I'm tired of the repeatable sorry's that have no meaning. I'm seeing through the lies and the truth. So stop trying to walk all over me. I'm onto your game. I'm onto how people do what they can to make me ( Read more... )

Its at moments like these that life seems okay, and that it'll work itself out. I just read this amazing journal entry by Peter Wentz, about how they played this Big in 05 show for VH1 (which airs in like 10 minutes) and how they just messed with people the whole time. And it was just.. I don't know, I can't describe it. I think it assured of ( Read more... )

So tonight I went and saw Harry Potter. I thought that it was amazing, other than the fact that it moved around and cut so much out, that at some points I had no clue what was going on, even though I've read the books. But other than that, it was probably the best ( Read more... )

I'm completly and utterly shy. I try to hide it the best that I can, but I can't deny it anymore. If I find out someone cares, I automatically push them away. Until they believe I hate them, or they end up hating me. And thats how my life is. It's not that I'm depressed or anything, I'm just going through a time in my life where I'm so unsure, ( Read more... )

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Snow is falling and I couldn't be happier about that. I love walking outside with a jacket and a cute little scarf. Anyways, I also love drinking hot chocolate like theres no tomorrow. I love running around outside in the snow and trying to catch a snow flake, when my moms yelling at me to get back inside because she thinks I'll catch a cold. I ( Read more... )

I was pretty upset earlier when I made that entry. But the thing is, is that I blamed someone for my problems, because it was easier. But without that one person, my world would probably fall apart. even if at some points all that person can do is stare because I'm being weird, I know they'd be there either way. As for someone else, too. That I ( Read more... )