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I have no words I can put in writing to convey what is going on in my mind
Turmoil? Nope not even close
Hatred? In a sense
Worthlessness? Absolutely
I am definitely my own worst enemy
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Wow what a day of contradiction.
I said something today poetic, but unfortunately true
"the only thing worse than leaving the sweetest thing in the world, Is coming back to find out she's not that same sweet girl anymore"
I feel to blame...
This is not who she is, only facade to impress the wrong crowd.
I remember the real you and your not fooling me
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The only thing worse than leaving the sweetest thing in the world?
Coming back to find out she is not the same sweet girl anymore
And to think my heart was broken before
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My internal struggles are kinda like that fight scene in lord of the rings... but in my head
The way I see it, for 8 months I have been by myself
Being alone so much really got to me, and just as I was doing so well, I regressed... A lot
I do self destructive things every single day, throughout the entire day. The bad part is that in that moment right before I do it, I ask myself a question. And completely disregard my own intuition
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not much has changed on the inside
Cant believe its been two years since Ive been on here. To think back on whats happened since I last logged in here... kinda gets me down ( Read more... ) -
padres suck
haha padres are losing... again
havent been on here in a bit
heres the update
got a job at ford
joined the navy
got a pet snake haha
anyways, im just chillin goin day by day -
at that point
im at the point where the stress is too much ( Read more... ) -
life as it lays
yeah, im outta weed till payday, bummer haha ( Read more... ) -
wow, forgot about this place
i was just lookin around on my comp and ran across this thing ( Read more... ) -
not long, but good
umm, shitty day
didnt get my peircing
fuck
i wanted to kill the world
but i calmed down and i guess its not too bad
no school tomorrow, pamona for drags
no school monday, holiday
word
saturday- peircing and hopefully a party
well i need sum sleep gotta rise n shine early tomorrow