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if i were wiser, i probably wouldnt let everything depress me.

things being what they are, i feel paralyzed.

need to dig back to the surface.

i am sitting here with super glue crusted to my finger tips
going back and forth between bach and mc paul barman.
i guess bach wins with the brandenburg concerto No. 4 in G major - presto. that sounds lovely.
i dont have very many grande schemes in life.
and it makes me sad to think that the ones i have are not attainable.


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as though every other facet of my life wasnt already dedicated to you.


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i woke up at five fifteen and i cant get back to sleep. i am sure i will in a bit. i got a glass of water. when i woke up there was a huge spider crawling closer and closer. i smashed it with a pretzel container. i win again. stupid spider. it smells sickeningly like fake flowers or something down here. this is mostly just something to do until i ( Read more... )

so after two months of working at blockbuster they have offered me a promotion. i think i will most likely take it as long as it doesnt interfere with school.(assuming i go to school next semester). i am going to have a talk with my academic adviser and see what she has to say and what i need for my degree. youve got the hot wax residue. every year ( Read more... )

the trip to grandmothers didnt last as long as i would have liked. i came home and its freezing. i have two papers i have to write before monday. so i am sitting here drinking hot coco and oatmeal.(thank you nola). at first i tried some sherbet, but that didnt help at all. beth orton is pretty. i have lots of brownies too. until christmas i get ( Read more... )

i came to school this morning and went to my english class. i had forgotten that we are meeting another room today to begin doing research on our topic. which means that today our topic is due. i forgot about it. i hate this part of english class when we have to come up with a topic for our research paper. i have to get it done though. i swore this ( Read more... )

i think i really like blockbuster. they let me pick up hours all the time, and yet i can call in whenever i want. and we get to rent movies like a month before all of you ordinary folk. i was going to have some cereal but there isnt any milk in the fridge. i try to buy whole milk because no one else drinks it but me. everyone else is fat. and i am ( Read more... )