so new years was bangin. the best ever. ill recap....

60+ hours of no sleep, a fuckin bomb party, many drunk people, and my favorite people =)

couldnt have been better. it'll take alot of top this new year. 2006 is lookin good for me

im surprised at how happy with everything i am right now. im finally back in school. and i love it. i couldnt be happier. i look forward to going each day cause im doing what i love. it feels so good to finally like something. and whats better is that i know i have a set job when i graduate. i couldnt ask for much more ( Read more... )

i talked to an old friend last night. after that conversation i felt like a new person. i had no idea that talking to people who care about you can make you feel that good. thank you ( Read more... )

all of a sudden it feels as if my life is back together. im happy, and i cant figure out why. i go from lows to highs. one day i feel like im a mess, the next day i have everything figured out. im confused. thats whats wrong with me. i feel better about myself, but i cant get away from the bad things in my life. i cant stop the bad habits i have. ( Read more... )

after re-evaluating my summer i have come to a few conclusions. i have a problem. a big one. i think i can beat it. this summer i did nothing but pull all nighters and do drugs. alot of them. im an addict. i sat in my shower today and cried because i finally realized just how much ive fucked up my life. i thought about it, this time last year i ( Read more... )

today is my moms anniversary. since its that kind of day i figured i would update. i had an awesome weekend. saturday night i went with kristina, joe, dumbo, kady, and delilah. we went to the pits for a little bit, then went somewhere else. that consisted of petting horses, blow torches, tractors, a huge 350 super duty, fire extinguishers, and cell ( Read more... )

i have definately grown apart from live journal. my life has completely did a 180. im completely different. ive had some positive and negative changes. i hang out with different people. but i wouldnt change it for the world. i had some negative changes such as bad decisions. but ive changed that. ive completely cut down on alot of those things. for ( Read more... )

xxxmullanxxx: lol i'd be fuckin pissed, id stright up say there is a bag of weed missin from my car
Simply aShley 08: lol
Simply aShley 08: my mom would love that
xxxmullanxxx: thats just what i would do

what a weekend. saturday night was fucking awesome. sunday night absolutely blew. oh well. i dont want to talk about any of last night.

so yesterday i felt like i smoked about 100 pounds of crack. it was lovely. and of course to make my day better i get a nice comment from my favorite person.

joe: "wow, you look like death"
me: "thanks joe"
joe: "um.. i mean you look like you feel like shit."

what would i do without him?