this is the best one!!!!

i love my life

haha! take that world!
and the answer is no! :-D :-D :-D

scars dont have the ability to pain us themselves... they dont scare us out of doing something again by stinging and pinching and screaming.... they wont hurt us anymore. they are ripped, old, weathered flesh. even dream flesh, fake flesh, metaphorical flesh for metaphorical scars can fit that bill. if that is how you can relate to this. it is ( Read more... )

i just updated in my xanga... im finding it odd that im attempting to post in here too... what do i say? the exact same things ( Read more... )

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wigga what? i dont like Lj... its hard to find my way around and i cant get a cool color combo because there is no previewing it and im not sure how supernova is gonna look on my page just by reading the description: "supernova ( Read more... )

im so excited lately. this haircut is seriously giving me a high. it was like, the second i got it cut i knew that i could do everything that had been dragging me down lately. i faced my fears, and my life is so much healthier right now because of it. so silly, that somehting like getting a haircut could empower me to face my past... im so excited ( Read more... )

i talked to an old friend of mine today... it was really nice. we talked about the davinci code and college classes and such. the last time i really talked to him was probably sophomore year... a little while after we broke up. i think that that was perhaps the sweetest relationship i ever had... my first one. we dated for almost exactly a year, ( Read more... )

Well, it would appear that this is my first entry. I would paste in a rather unsettling journal I made last night... but then wouldn't that fail to reflect my current mood? Anyways... I get to go home tonight. That fills me with such relief. Most people are puzzled when I say "going home." "Arent you in Appleton?" they ask. Yep...thats why I need ( Read more... )