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[drowning_kitten]

so i should mention a friend of mine OD'd last week on heroin. she's gone now and it hurts pretty bad. i really lost it at her funeral. what the fuck, it's like cleaning up just isn't enough. addiction just has to keep beating me in the face. it has to steal the beauty of life right from under my nose. what next? what next?

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[twiigy]

My friend Tim just died of a Heroin overdose too. His viewing is today... 4/20 of all days. I suppose he would have wanted it that way though.

[drowning_kitten]

FUCK heroin. it stole everything from me. money. self-respect. my family. my health. my entire fucking life. it was destined to happen though, there's no way i could have avoided this fucking disaster. i just don't understand why it has to keep taking... i was there when tracy scored. why couldn't i tell her to keep her fucking dick in her pants so to speak and tough it out without dope? i just watched her fucking commit suicide and it's fucking tearing me to pieces. when she didn't call me the next day i wondered what happened, and i found out a day later what was up. what the fuck. how much more will i lose to heroin before i'm through?