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Everything around me tells me that I can move on, that I -can- go on, can love again, can feel loved again.
It seems so easy...so flawless.
But it's not. It can't be that simple. I'm not just going to wake up one morning and be OK without him. I feel like I'm being shoved away from my love of him like it didn't matter. As long as I live he will - ( Read more... ) -
"counting my tears, till i get over you..."
The insomnia is back. Though the more I think about it, I wonder if it ever really left and I've just adapted.
Every day is something new and unsurprising all at the same time. I go about my business out of necessity, not of joy or want. One moment content, the next miserable.
I have not truly been any definition of 'happy' in months. It's going to ( Read more... ) -
"All that's left is a ghost of you."
If i had known that August 26th would be the last i'd hear from you, i would have told you how much i love you, and how life is worth living ( Read more... ) -
The universe actually listens
I should have seen this coming. Should have known better ( Read more... ) -
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Its been a long time. Far too long. Strange how the coming of instant social media, namely facebook, has made journaling seem so obscilete. Regardless of the fact, i feel the nostalga to visit here and put a few bits of my life to memoir. Being a mother is a learning and growing experience. I feel comfortable in this role and at the same time ( Read more... ) -
End of an Era?
I suppose there comes a turning point in everyone's life where the things they typically turn to no longer hold any weight. My writing, my characters in particular, used to be my outlet. And I'm saddened to realize that perhaps they don't have the same affect on me as they once did. They will forever be real to me, as alive as you or I. But their ( Read more... ) -
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My beautiful daughter,
Abigail Jane
was born January 16th, 2011 at 8:35 p.m.
She weighed in at 6lbs 7.5oz and 19 inches long.
This has been the only thing in my life worth documenting since the day I found out I was carrying her.
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Each day is just an addition to my impatience.
I've never been so excited to meet someone.
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the beginning might be gross to read...sorry
Had a surprisingly wonderful day with my mother ( Read more... )