save me from the monster ive become. i dont know how i got this way. hopeless hours wasted. i had so many plans for everything...for life. and now i dont know how it all will turn out. i never really could imagine myself growing up and going to college and getting a full time job and getting married. but now i guess i juss have to wait and see what ( Read more... )

half days are good stuff. dumb school. although lunch was actually fun probably becuz i didnt spend it with juss eric and chris ( Read more... )

dont really feel motivated to write in here right now. dont really feel motivated for anything at all. i was a hippie, flower child, whatever u wanna call it for halloween. i went to work like that it was cool. but all i wanted to do was get out of there to go call kevin. its nice hearing his voice. i wish he lived closer ( Read more... )

hey bobiza piece of shyza...... great little middle school goof-ups ( Read more... )

so today. big dilemma. dont know if i should call of work or not. i wanna hang with my friends but that will be hard to go to a haunted house and go to work. especially if i have to be home b4 2:30 in the morning. haha not really but yah. it depends on if we need to be home at midnight or 1 ( Read more... )

so for about the past two weeks i have felt like crap. i feel dizzy and like i am gonna puke. i think i have a brain tumor. mayb i will DIE ( Read more... )

last night....i cant even put it into words. i luv u bernard!! i seriously luv my friends so much. and hangin with jack was awesome. and i luv holly. i cant wait for summer and camp. i miss life. i dont feel like im living it all the time. oh crap i juss lost my face!! BRENT WHERE DID UR FACE GO, KID ( Read more... )

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u know i try to help people. to cheer up the people i love and care about, but sometimes it doesnt work it juss adds up to a pile of dog poop. i try to make my friends happy, but its useless. u know im not sure i have ever been able to cheer up any of my friends before. i am a useless friend ( Read more... )

well nothing much good happened today. i saw jessie at work finally. i havent seen her like all week. i had some fun at work but little bill really pisses me off even when i dont have to deal with him so i cant imagine what it must have been like for susie, who was yelling at him one time when i went back there ( Read more... )