okay so today i figured out why i dont talk to people (very much at least) that i dont know. i am afraid of saying something stupid and sounding dumb or people thinking that i am really weird and gay or something. okay so there i said it. yah i am the kind of person that has to "feel" accepted at least. i dont take certain kinds of rejection well ( Read more... )

im scared. im worried. its not stupid stuff anymore. this is real life. friends. future. school. COLLEGE. geez it never seemed so real....until now ( Read more... )

well school is pointless. today sucked. i hate fucking spanish but im stuck in that damn class cuz i have to fucking graduate and go to college and i need it to do that. how can work be more fun than school ( Read more... )

OMG i want to go to the demonstration downtown this saturday but im busy all day and i dont think im gonna drive there cuz thats crazy. it seems like everytime there is a rally or something downtown im always busy. but my dad is gonna go with me sometime so its all good and i want to get other people to go with us sometime like if they have an anti ( Read more... )

well everyone seems so depressed and they dont want to write in their journals anymore so mayb we should all juss give up and become introverts. HELL NO!! people listen: i know there is a lotta stupid shit goin on in life right now but everyone needs to hang in there. i know it gets better. it always does. even when you feel the lowest of lows it ( Read more... )

well i dont have much to say. it seems like everytime i think of something to say on here i dont feel that way anymore ( Read more... )

lately i have felt so empty. like the past two days i have felt kinda depressed sometimes. i dont feel like talking much sometimes which makes me more of an outcast but ( Read more... )

so if u dont know by now i have a job at Wendy's on Rockville in Avon. it can be stressfull at times but at least im makin money. i kinda suck at remembering how to make the sandwiches. i can remember some of them but there are a few that i juss blank on ( Read more... )

well i think of this thing everyday and im like "oh i should say this on livejournal" but of course i forget. so here goes. basically im juss making this up and well im not gonna talk about school cuz it seriously sux i hate it. my grandparents left for Hawaii today.......without me!! ::tear ( Read more... )

oh my goodness im sad becuz tonight is the freakin finch concert and i cant freakin go cuz of my stupid parents. they think that i wont go to school tomorrow if i go tonight. grr. this is not fair ( Read more... )