I'm not even sure I am really here anymore.

I have never been so confused in my life.

I'm not going to cry anymore because I know that I was better then anyone could ever hope for.

I don't know why this keeps happening but I think everyone is just a little scared.

Today has been fine. 
My heart is still in tact.

I have to go watch buffy now because its what I do.

P.s. Fig newtons are so much better off a fork then could ever be imagined.


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I had a feeling this would happen. This always happens to me.

Nothing about me makes people stay with me.

I wish people would just leave me alone. Don't make me fell for you if you are going to give me up.

I should know.....all of them have said "Emerald I don't want to hurt you."

I can't breath anymore.

I am randomly crying during the day.

I feel like everything is over for me.

I have been having panic arracks.

I feel like I am losing everyone I honestly love.

I just need to know you care about me enough to not let me go.

Such a Lovely Thing lyrics

It’s an elusive thing
This love of which we sing
What are we doing,
What are we doing?

And I will give you anything,
Just please don’t stop singing,
The world would stop spinning…
arooooouunnd

You’re such a lovely thing
But there is ice forming
Upon your pretty wings
What are you protecting?

And I will give you everything,
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I need to clean out daker.

For the first time in a really long time.

I know who I am.

and I feel like
I know where I'm going.


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