This weekend just keeps bumming me out more and more.

Jeremy made me a mix tape. Its the exact tape from Perks on being a wallflower.

I feel like Charlie.

I feel like I need to figure out who I am.

I am still hesitant.
I need a ciggarette.

I need to feel loved again.

I need you to stop making me feel miserable.

I know you do it on purpose.

I can't trust anyone It feels like.

I am really going to miss Mr. Plosure.

That was one of the saddest and happiest funerals I have ever been too.
It felt good to cry and laugh at the same time.
He was a truly great man.

I am not sure I have ever seen my sister so upset.

Its a weird sort of calm that comes over you when the crying stops.

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I'm hiding from you for a while.

I'm not expecting you to miss me terribly. Thats why I'm doing it. I need to not miss you so much.

I'm scared and lonely.

You and an Idiot. I'm done.

I am never going to be fucking good enough am I?

They say that the way you spend new years is the way you spend the rest of the year. I wouldn't trade this day for anything ( Read more... )

I have decided to date only Dimepeice strippers from now on.

I am so completely sick today. I have never been so miserable on christmas eve.

I got underpants and make up for christmas.

I wish I wouldnt have gotten food poisoning.

Work is good.
Life is fine.


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