ok. so i cut all my hair off. its 3/4 inches long. looks like cheetah fur. but in week or so it'll all be gones. so since i am getting sick of LJ and of Bullshyyyytttt i will be deleting my account. doesn't really matter. i started this off making it very politicla, then poetical, then it was just the stupidist Journal of my life. i think i'm going ( Read more... )

hey armand and thiago post me your cell##'s bc i lost mine. mk?

and and i cut off my hair everyone. my photobucket is too cramped up to add pic but its on facebook if anyone cares. right now i like it right now i hate it.

i just CAN'T believe i cut it all away. i know i HAD to. i know i did. but i CAN'T BELIEVE I FUCKING DID. i cannot cannot believe it.

i may not have been drunk, but i was mentally high. i hate myself. even though i really had to do it.

mk. so i've decidded not to go to IB ceremony. i really don't think so.

its all gone

i can't stand the hypocrisy of parents. can't stand their manipulation with money

and yet them making me stay here.

i can't stand listening to coldplay that makes me want to die.

don't like when friends say its "cold conversation" or "i don't know what to ( Read more... )

so this weekend was thanksgiving. beach w/ armand, dinner with family, fucking not being able to see thiago, black friday, and eating good food in a long time. mk. end of story.

so i went to baltimore this weekend. fucking awesome. i met my soulmate i swear. he's gay and wonderful. And then laughed next day with cristina's roomate. And then of course saw my girlfriend cristina!!! does that sound rich-cache or i'm fucking with stereotypes? i was going for the later. Anyways, today we went uninvited to a cast party. Fuck-me- ( Read more... )

commands make me turn churn...

10 things that bring me joy (in no order)
1. agressivity
2. realism
3. love
4. smiles
5. dancing plus alcohol plus many people
6. emo music
7. sylvia plath
8. being told nice things
9. peace
10. taking time to be polite

mk, so i did the dumbest funniest thing ever. I drank a black eye (coffee plus two shots of expresso) at like 9pm so i could finish my essay and read. I did not know it would not let me sleep at all. So right now its 4:47 am. And I haven't slept at all. i just stayed in the dark thinking and bored. So i might do some homework now. I mean, i felt ( Read more... )

I started to get bored with confroming to the student role. So i wrote this instead ( Read more... )

best friday of my fucking life. of my FUCKING life.

jon stewart...jealous much? but i hate some people more everyday. and others love more everyday. but the ones i hate (can i vomit on them please? and then vomit on them again?)

"psycho! i love you" sherri

"my nose is so cold if i was white it would be black" hypatia