So i've been thinking about a lot lately
and about my happinessI have to start thinking about myself for once..and doing what i need to do to make me happy in general, not think about the future and what will i be happy with then ( Read more... )

Life has been odd lately..

not really sure how I'm feeling but know Im feeling something..

my medicine?..eh.

wine.
sylvia plath
writing
friends
the train
-making me content with things lately
and feel that sometimes its good to feel emotional it lets all the bad/weird feelings out so theres more room for the good.

I've been thinking way too much lately..

so much shit going through my head and just depressed for no reasons sometimes..
its weird

I dontknowwwwww

I've been really angry lately ( Read more... )

life really fucking sucks right now ( Read more... )

I havent written in this thing in over a year ( Read more... )

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yea i dont knowthings have been weird lately, i guess.

a lot of things have changed, or are changing ..idk.

today i should be hanging out with krystina <3 and thats always a blast. iloveher

um, idk my lifesborrring

I dont even know anymore, I've come to realize that maybe im the one who ruins my friendships. Either the people backstab me or do stuff to hurt me, eventhough they claim they dont mean to, or people start to ditch me a lot, and then come back to me when that faze and that person is done with,or just leave me, or even just people starting shit ( Read more... )

I've noticed that i always have weird dreams. Last night i dremt that i was hideing in a house with some people because these like...creatures? were coming to attack us..and i planned out everything before they got there..i told everyone what to kill them with, where you can hide and all this stuff..and then they came inside and we all started ( Read more... )