Today was like Christmas ( Read more... )

i got the job at Blooming Marvellous ( Read more... )

The weekend was good. Saturday a group of us went to Katy's new flat as a sort of housewarming gathering. Ate lots, smoke lots, drank lots and chilled out. It was nice to be all fuzzy warm and hazy due to a few joints.Sunday we watched TV and read trashy magazines, then me, Ria and Nina ate chips and drank hot chocalte in Cafe Retro. I realised ( Read more... )

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Everything definalty feels like it's getting better. Maybe it's £££ coming in. Maybe it's becuase i'm writing tonnes of stuff. Maybe it's the exercise.Maybe i'm gettin excited about buying some green. I dunno, but i'm adoring it ( Read more... )

Ali just had a fat go at me about something really dumb. No one's ever brought it up with me before but apprently its somehting i do that really pisses him off. But i gotta appreciate his honesty. Since he's usually so fucking quiet and emotionless. Although i told him summit that ive never told anyone and i needed a bit of reassurance that im an ( Read more... )

For the maddest reason, i keep thinking about Aaron. Just these silly little memories. And i really miss him at times. But he was a shit, and its dumb that i have always been attracted to shitty little boys who hurt me. In retrospect, he tore me apart emotionally. All the little things added up, and i felt like the ugliest most useless grrrl in the ( Read more... )

I feel ill as fuck. And in a headfuck again. I managed to blag some green so i had a spliff and i'm all chilled. But it'll be my last spliff in a while i'm guessing. From tomorrow, i'm giving up smoking. And when i get a steady income coming in, i'm gunna only buy weed at the weekend. Then whatever i have left, i'll smoke before i go to bed during ( Read more... )

I drank too much as always. Now im sat downstairs, feeling shitty and drunk and thinkin too much. While all my friends, which i should be sat with are watching a film. I hate being the drunkest. Everyone always wants to sleep at the precise moment that i feel fucked ( Read more... )