i haven't posted anything in a while. i guess nothing has really been going on. i am making decisions about the future which is scary and exciting at the same time. and new doors open for me every day. life is good. God is good. i am happy.

so almost everything i have read lately, and everyone i have talked too. new people at work or old friends all feel the same way ( Read more... )

i hate it when i love music that isn't mainstream. and then everyone else jumps on the bandwagon as soon as one song comes on the radio. lame

i don't know what it is about that trip ( Read more... )

i do not fucking understand ( Read more... )

i'm sad.
i'm jealous.
i'm nervous.
i'm not where i belong.
i'm uneasy.
i'm homesick.
i'm upset.
i'm angry.
i'm on the verge of tears.
i'm flustered.
i'm sick of "when it rains it pours"
i'm not me.

i wish i had one ( Read more... )

back to school now ( Read more... )

today was frustrating. sometimes i wish that knowing what was right was the easiest thing to know. but it isnt and i fear it never will be. i guess that is just the way life goes, it throws good and bad at you and if you dont duck the bad it hits you straight in the noggin every time. i have a lot to learn. the only thing that wasn't frustrating ( Read more... )

i got a nose ring :) its cute and i like it :)

thats all.

oh and college is fun!
i love it here.
and i love my roommate.
and my friends.
and my little dungeon girl :)

and! i get to see chelsie on sat night! so that is good good news!

bye.