i never write in this, but everyone else is asleep, so i might as well ( Read more... )

things have slowly come around after the first few days filled with dramatic incidents that i was far too passive about; oh well. needless to say, no more of her sassy comments and horrendous behavior in a few months. sooo, my classes are the hell on earth, and they make me question whether international business is really what i want to do. anyway ( Read more... )

hey you. i like you, but you already know that. you're fucking cute. kissing you and cuddling with you is fun, but i'm not used to making an effort, and i can be selfish. i should probably work on changing that. but yet, it's all probably pointless in the first place ( Read more... )

it's 3:45 am. yes, i'm well aware that i'm pathetic.

( random things about me )

today i went to malibu with chase for lunch. he examined every aspect of his sandwich, one of my most hated foods, but i love the kid anyway. it was warmer at the beach than at home; this weather is the epitome of my hatred. i think that's what i love about southern california. although i partially fall victim to this stereotype, rain is considered ( Read more... )

due to my beloved insomnia, i'm sitting and randomly doodling all over a piece of paper while most people are asleep. i'm easily amused by such simplistic actions, but i'm sure it'll fade soon. ahhh i'm so fucking tired; i had a good night last night for unmentioned reasons, but i couldn't fall asleep once i got home. when my alarm went off at 8, i ( Read more... )