ive discovered hookers and drug dealers are better at giving directions than coppers... shoulda known... ha... i wish i always had a pen to write down all the thoughts i have... but its prolly best i dont... cuz if i did they wouldnt sound as good aloud... makes more since in my head...even still... tonight im excited about getting older... all the ( Read more... )

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today im just so sad... it seems my dreams are all i have.... waking with an empty hand... reminds me of all ive never had....my head is filled with dread... and my stomach with regret....what did i do to feel this way??... ive lived my life in haste...expectations become a waste... i cant help but think itd be okay.... if i drempt my life away... ( Read more... )

over our head a blanket swoons as the earth eclipses the moon....and on the pier a black cat creeps as on a we share a concrete seat... and contemplate the love we hate...a movie and pizza... a walk down the street... we stop at a church and look at our feet... grave stones and people cross pass our eyes...as we let the world pass by... its simple ( Read more... )

every great civilization has facilitated its own demise... and now we spin on the downward spiral of our dimming skies... our priorities too strewed to even realize or combat our own lies...

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so right now im waiting on a window repair man to fix my ride... some punkass fuckers smashed in my car window the other night... and i didnt even have anythin to steal... well the twix id had in there for who knows how long... but they decided to leave that..out of the kindness of their hearts...BLAHHHHHH... but i figure eh well it was bound to ( Read more... )

everyday im getting more confused....

some things are better left unsaid... but its days like these that make me worry... about whats left to come... the past few have been quite a high...though reality eventually kicks in...life is never what u expect but everything ur unprepared for...just a reminder to myself: ~never doubt the past... its only the prelude to today...~ its funny how ( Read more... )