This weekend really confirmed for me that I don't really have a family.

I feel insanely busy as of late.

I've never been satisfied at a job ( Read more... )

"ring ring ( Read more... )

This is harder than I thought it would be.

"i'm gonna live each day as if it were my last-
fantasticly,
courageously,
with grace.."

-Miranda July

ok, everything is good now
I just tend to assume the worst of my situations

why can't I ever have satisfying relationships?

i think of you with hesitation
I think of you too hard
come on back to me,
but don't make me sorry

This week I have been worrying
about everything
and feeling bad
and I know it's because I'm insecure
and quite likely irrational
but how do I stop it??????????????