Dhari... I'm so so soooooo sorry. I now know more than ever before how you feel.  The pain is so intense and all I feel like doing is crying and vomiting. I feel so ill. My heart hurts so bad. Nothing else seems to matter at the moment except how heavy and burdenlike this pain is. I can even breathe. I feel like im suffocating. I am experiencing ( Read more... )

-Lately there has been a whirlwind of events.. I dont even know where to start, so this may in fact be quite a random entry. For starters Tyna's party was alot of fun a couple weekends ago, i enjoyed being with everyone[for the most part]. Afterwards we all went back to Rinas and i had a better time there just talking with Norbey.
-Then there was ( Read more... )

So.. theres no backing out now.. Stacey Willard is up for Senior Homecoming Queen. I saw the ballots today and its official... not that i will get far or anything, but i suppose its a nice thought. Im running against one of my best friends who is quite popular and I feel has a great chance of winning, but either way, if i cant be queen then id at ( Read more... )

Hmm whats to say? Recently things have been pretty good... I spent the night at Edwins house with Olivier.. it was pretty interesting... i think ill skip on the details.. Our football team isnt doing so well... but we all coulda predicted that. I'm making alotta new friends and my classes are pretty easy.... I dont know what id do without seeing ( Read more... )

i'll try my best to not be so pessimistic this entry... i guess things are going well.. of course the whole Bryan dilemma hasnt changed much, we talked on Wednesday after school and i thought things were looking up, but that was a stupid thought, anything with Bryan is never that simple. All is does is complain and have a super horrid attitude ( Read more... )

Well last week was the first week of school of my SENIOR YEAR! yay? eh i guess i should be happier than i am... but i dont know... i guess its alright, it would help if i didnt already have drama... i promised myself this year that i would leave all the drama behind and start fresh this year but you know how high school is... its not even my fault ( Read more... )

Bryan cheated on me. End of Story.
So basically thats that. I've lost trust in one of my best friends. Of course me and him broke up. But what hurts is that hes lied to me, talked bad about me and really upset me. But thats life, you take the good with the bad. And well my true friends have been the best, nothing could replace them and they make my ( Read more... )

Okay.. so I just updated.. but i feel theres still alot on my mind. I have a millon random thoughts floating around inside my head... and yet i dont have much to say.... Im sorta confused on a lot of things.. and i feel bad about some things.. like Friday when Me and Bryan broke up and i basically humiliated him in front of the entire drumline.. ( Read more... )

Well Band Camp week numero dos is finally complete. It was alot of fun while it lasted. I had a lot of really good times and laughs that really made things worthwhile. 
Wednesday I came late to band on account i woke up with a seizure which obviously came upon due to the stress level in my life right now. Maria came home with me that night and ( Read more... )

FIRST WEEK OF BAND CAMP IS COMPLETE!!! Gosh its somewhat sad to tell you the truth, that means its almost the last time any of the seniors will ever participate in band camp ever again. All the good memories and experiences i've had with the band is so special to me and it will be weird when it all comes to an end to know that I am no longer apart ( Read more... )