wow. long time no post. this is for janae so she cant yell at me. :-P so i was in puerto rico and florida and was too busy with the sun and beach to update. haha ive been surrounded by family for too long and im so glad that i get to see all my friends. its been a weird friends year, and apparently now im friends with drich again. awkward. grew ( Read more... )

Hi. this is more for me i guess. I just never really said what was on my mind. Well, right now I'm hurting. A lot. I feel like my heart is ripped out. I feel unloved and at the same time I discovered that I do have a few friends who care about me. So in a sense I can forget that we broke up. But everything reminds me of him. I sit there and he pops ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COR!!!!!! I'll call you later!

You make me sick.

Well. This is awkward. Just a quick update. I'm not dead. I don't think I've gone to sleep earlier than 2 in the last few days. And now all I can do is count down to graduation. Every day the space between me and my parents seems to grow. It's my own doing. But they don't even notice it. At least now I have things to look foward to. London. Seeing ( Read more... )

HEY!!! So for all of you who keep telling me I'm not a whore: I KNOW. Anytime that's in here I'm refering to what other people say and it's in an angry/sarcastic voice. There we go.

I realized last night that I'm turning into the person that everyone thinks I am. That angry, bitchy, whore of a girl. And it's not who I am. In the past year or so yeah it's who I've sort of been, but it's not me. And so I decided that...I need help. I'm going to talk to Kevin and he promised he'd help me. So it's good. Yesterday was my one year ( Read more... )

I would just like to take the time to say this: I absolutly hate writers block. Totally and completley. And if anyone seriously wants to help me write this screenplay, let me know!!! Cause yea, I need a bit of help!
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School sucks. AP test tomorrow and I hope I do well. Too many late nights. Too many times I've had to call cor to save me. And I'm always alone. It's all going to hell again. I'm on my way back down and I don't know how to save my self. Lizzie says that's the problem. That I tried to save myself so much that now it's all just inside. Maybe. Right ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is March 18th. What is so special about this day you may ask. We'', not only is it the day after st.patricks day (fuck drichs bday) but it also happens to be national eat grapes day. (not quite so national since i started it) :-P So embrace your grape-loving self and kick back with raisans, a grape lolly, or even grape juice (wine for you ( Read more... )