last night....i brought myself down. but whateveri know when ill be satisfied. tonight....i something that ive done in the past that made me miss what i had even if it wouldve never worked. i was too young to know what i was losing and how it would affect me now. but i always manage to fuck stuff up somehow. well not always but generally. to the ( Read more... )

tonight i raise the bar. i no longer am good enough in my own mind. tonight my mental state of thinking that i am one of the better musicians for my age has been destroyed. i am proof of how far one can get solely on natural talent and personal motivation. i no longer have personal motivation. my eyes have been opened and i cant shade the images. ( Read more... )

Linkin Park-Dont Stay ( Read more... )

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the show was sooooo sweet i did better then i ever have and thats pretty damn good for havin the flu. we kicked so much ass and so did the other bands that were there. i cant figure out how to get the awesome pics that jimi grabed from the video onto this so go to http://clix.to/tsn and click where ( Read more... )

well well well its beena few days now hasnt it? in those days i broke up with johannah because im not comfortable with a relationship right now, io hung out with Cathy and Miranda, they are awesome, and i practiced at Jimis. ive been feelin pretty damn good lately hangin out with lots of people and lovein it all. show tomorow. ROSEVILLE THEATRE 8: ( Read more... )

Fill it out tell me the truth ( Read more... )

+ 001. name : Andy ( Read more... )

from this house of our friendship shut the door and through the match...

my mind loves to fuck with me......i hate it but once again here it goes messing with my feelings.....i dont know what to do.

last night i went bowling with johannah, jon, mike, and james at lakeshore lanes. we had to wait for an hour to bowl..... bowling is truly the only thing to do in this city. james, mike, and jon were exceedingly hyper especially james. johannah didnt look like she was enjoying their energy but when i asked she said she didnt mind sooo i guess it ( Read more... )