today was going really well. then i got home. now im crying and i just wanna disappear forever. and now i hate myself even more for letting myself cry. god. i hate living.
goooooooooooooooood today was out last concert for band. for advanced band.... I SCREWED UP HORRIBLY!! IM SOOOOOOOOOOOO PISSED AT MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .... : ( ...
jacque, you have absolutely how much it meant to me to have you there tonight. it made my nght to have you sitting there making faces at me. i love you jaxx!
i feel so guilty... i didnt stop by to visit. i should have. i should have told her how amazing she was. but i didnt. im sorry. it hurts so much that she is gone. she was always one of my favorite teachers. the absolute BEST.
R.I.P. Mrs. Linda Kempf we love you so much and will never in all our lives foget
well to start off...........JACQUE IS HOME FOR THE SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW I WONT BE ALL ALONE IN THIS HORRIBLE PLACE
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IM WICKED HAPPY!!!! JACQUE'S FINALLY HOME!!!!!!!! wow i missed my big sis! im just happy shes back, even though its not for a really long time... im definately excited to hang out with her and catch up!