Losing her grace, starts to cry. I feel her pain when I look in her eyes...wanna be everything.

I got probably 4 hours of sleep last night. It felt pretty good. Finally some sort of rest. Its almost time for work, and that is good too. I like work. That is all I have to say.

What do you say to those that look up to you, when you are only a lie? I am sorry I never could admit this to anyone, not even you. Most of the time, not even myself. I dont know how to tell them all I am not the strong one to cling to. I tried so hard, because that is what was asked of me. But I cannot. Every day I know I have failed. Every day I ( Read more... )

I am glad I drive forklift now at banks lumber. Much better than the other jobs. Basically that is what I do now. I just work. I am much happier when I am at work. I go early, and leave late. I dont care to leave. There just isnt anything else really. Its quite sad. Thats all I can say, all I have to show for my efforts.

Accentuated by the mobile dungeon of fluorescence ( Read more... )

I love not being able to sleep. It is awesome. Sometimes you have to die to know your alive. Never trust anyone or you will waste all of your time.

Water. I don't even have a heart left, otherwise I would apologize for wasting the time. No more nights.

Feck man Im so bored...I wish I knew someone who played daoc. I could set up admin mod on my gentoo server but im too lazy. So im just listening to musik and wishing there was someone to play daoc with. Someone who actually played a lot like me. Oh well I guess. At least I have musik...and Aaron to chat with on aim otherwise I would be entirely ( Read more... )

I dont know why I have this thing. I dont update much...I am just too out of touch. I just work, read, and work on my vehicles.I dont even talk to Adam and Jason much anymore. Adam is pissed at Jason and thinks Jason is ditching him for his new girlfriend. Buts its not really like that. Its just easier for him to come here all summer while she is ( Read more... )

Can you feel the pain...the passion as you tear out my heart ( Read more... )

Well, Andrew is no longer living with me. He has moved out. Thats about the biggest change around here really. As usual I have been working on grading lumber and all of that. I need to post pictures of my completed computer mod I did. The heat sink is bitchin...it fucking moves the air in my room around when I turn it all the way up to 4700 rpms. ( Read more... )