"Now All That's Left Of Me, Is What I Pretend To Be"

[drunkaholic]

Yeah I all ready updated today, but I don't really care, I want to update again.

Hmm well I'll start off by saying the concert SUCKED lol. We didn't know half our notes, especially in the last song- we didn't know like any of our notes... oh well.

I'm so torn right now. A part of me wants to push everyone away

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[mymasklifted]

Aubrey...i know where youre coming from..after sum1 hurts you its even more hard to let them back in. I dont expect you to let me back in that choice will hafta be made on your own. I cant promise i wont mess up..or hurt you..all i know is i miss the good times...i regret ever hurting you...i regret not going 2 you right after and telling u everythin i am now..i want to be there to make you smile when you think u have no reason to..i want to make u feel like theres hope when you hit rock bottom..i wanna be there to laugh w/ you when you do sumthin dumb (which happens often lol jk)i see so many things in you that i see in myself..i see you going through n have been through the same things i have and i think thats a part that draws me to you.I know you dont NEED anyone to help you through shit cz you can make it on your own..u have for a while..i just think u deserve..sum1..ne1 that you know youre about 2 break down you can go to them and all theyll hafta do is let u know there there and they care...i can wear a mask as much as i want n