Its been such a long time since ive last updated but thats probably becuase aubrey hasnt been bitching @ me to get it updated and hasntupdated hers in a long while either. So much has been going on since ive last wrote that i dont even know where to start. Amanda and I are talking again and her, ashley, aubrey and I have been chillen a lot which ( Read more... )

Now..i doubt i would ever update in this thing if i werent for aubrey cz im too lazy and its no on the top of my list of things to do...but im @ aubreys riight now and she was givin me shit for it earlier so i might as well update now..riight? Lets see...well one thing thats wiicked awesome is me and amanda are talking again which i could not be ( Read more... )

Aubrey Anne is a HUGE pain in my ass..this would be the reason why i would be updating cz she threatened not to talk 2 me unless I did and unlike her i care if she doesnt talk 2 me....lol cz shes a meanie and im niice O:) Things have been pretty good lately..umm since i cant remember like 2 weeks back cz its been that long :/haha oops oh well..umm ( Read more... )

sad now..cz i worry about people i care about..and i was/am worried about aubrey..well i always am cz she always hides things so well..even if shes hurting she hides it well..so obv im afraid when she says she did sumthin she regrets now that she shouldnt of done..she dont wanna tell me..i now respect that..thats her choice shes obv not comfortable ( Read more... )

im updating so i dont hafta listen 2 aubrey bitch lol otherwise i prolly wouldnt write all weekend cz im too lazy 0:)so friday i didnt hang out w/ a friend cz it woulda been wrong..rather just wait till things cool down..my old best friend even if we dont talk now is more important 2 me than that so yeah...i got dismissed early and went to the ( Read more... )

Today isnt a bad or sad day surprisingly..Aubreys bein GAY though..lol It made me happy that she talked to me somewhat talking to me today. Without steve and kara last night i wouldve been devastated. I dont really know what to say about it..it only hurts cz i thought..i truly thought he was the one who id be with forever..the one id spend my life ( Read more... )

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Today was a pretty good day/sad day. Kinda nostalgic. I ended up being on the phone last night w/ dave until 1215 cz he didnt wanna say bye lol hes the funniest kid i have EVER met..me and ashley hung out w/ him and tom for about an hour and just talked and listened to them do tha whisper song which was the awesomest thing..it was really good. but ( Read more... )

Just got home a little while ago..i just wish with all the friends ive lost i could explain to them how i feel now that theyre gone cz even those i dont talk to now i still care about. I wish i could tell a few of them how sorry i am..but it feels pointless now..it feels as though to say anything now wouldnt help at all, but id still like them to ( Read more... )

Im sitting here at the computer writing my speech onto note cards listening to wonderwall by oasis and i find myself unable to concentrate. I have an urge to jus write so ill go w/ it. Friendship is something everyone needs in their life..just someone they can talk to..they can relate with..spend their time with..its something that you should never ( Read more... )