Its been a week and a half since my emergency surgery and I really dont feel any fucking better. Wouldnt that be fucking wonderful if my appendix was the reason why I rarely got sick. But then again, Ive always had a high WBC before it started getting infected or whatever you wanna call it. All I know is it doesnt hurt terribly bad, but then again ( Read more... )

Let it be known I REALLY REALLY hate having heart attacks! Ugh! Im sick of them! Like I dont have enough wrong with me and this shit has to crop up and bust me in the ass? What the fuck? This is the 6th one Ive had and Im about tired of it ( Read more... )

Havent posted anything here in a while. Most people dont really read my posts so its ok. I wrote this a week or so ago and I kinda like it and thought I would share it with everyone. So if you do read this, enjoy.

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ive been kinda lurking around not saying much and leaving a few comments. i decided today that i was gonna post.
im lee 23 and pre op ftm. so without further ado. please comment and tell me what you think.
based on a true story. sorry i know this is rather long.

I grew up in a small hick town kinda out by the sticks in Michigan. The nearest city was ( Read more... )

Im bored so i decided i should put up a recent pic of me. So enjoy


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its 1am i should be asleep but no, im on LJ trying to figure out how to do pics. lets see if i figured it out shall we? they're arent very good pics, but hey they're me


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after a lot of thought and weighing of my options, i have come to a major decision in my life. i realize that a few people wont be happy with my choice, but then again, thats just what it is, my choice.

for the first time in my life i feel very alone. not saying that people dont care about me and all that jazz, its just this has to be the most ( Read more... )

so. my weekend. lets see. how do i begin this?

OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!

there. that was great. i just want to climb the superstition mountains and scream at the top of my lungs.

WOOT!!!

i cant seem to wipe this grin off my face. i hope this grin will never go away.

i hope this feeling will never leave.

IM IN LOVE!!!!!

god she's so awesome!

so back to my ( Read more... )

i feel so high
ive never been this high in my life
i dont know how to describe this high
its just....... amazing
its a high i never want to crash from
that why i keep doing it
monday thru friday for a few hours
and all weekend long im high
higher than a kite
it feels like im walking on clouds
i could do this forever
i never want it to stop
or go away
i want to ( Read more... )