I guess heartache comes with the territory.

I'm home.

Wow.. it's been so long. I see my Livejournal still uses the same old template used when I set up my account about... 5 years ago now? (has it been that long?). I also miss putting in what I'm "currently listening to" ahaha yes nerdburger yay look what I'm listening to!! :) Things have changed in immense proportions since I last wrote in here, ( Read more... )

You'd think that more than halfway through the semester and I'd learn to go to bed early.

Apparently not.

Tired, so damn tired, and for no good reason. Damn lousy. The end of the week is neigh again, time seems to be going by fairly quickly now. The wheels are in motion, yes yes... still holding my breath, still keeping my insides intact, still holding back all this unconsummated feelings... all dancing on tiptoes, waiting to erupt in a morbid sort of ( Read more... )

I need to resuscitate this place ( Read more... )

I have a headache and am in a fray of nervousness right now from drinking too much of coffee again after a long break, and it is not pleasant at all. Reminders of the time of the LRT paranoia come flooding back. It was a day ruined by artificially condoned insecurity.

The freeloader is punished.

Omg kill those damn kids, please. I don't know what it is about kids who insist on making my life hell. Reminds me of the time this kid (intentionally) scratched me and then told her dad we were just playing, or the night we watched Snow Cake in the cinema (which required a substantial amount of listening) and this stupid kid just kept fucking ( Read more... )

I love my music. I judge people according to what they listen to and how they handle their cars. I tuck my phone into a little pocket hook thing because I think it looks neat. All over the place would be an understatement of how my thoughts are generated. I play but keep my distance so I don't end up falling as victim to someone else's pride. Pride ( Read more... )

Oh God, nooo... All the last minute studying is bound to kill me. Remind me never to do this again. And no football this morning, so it's strange being home with not much to do. I haven't had a free Saturday in quite awhile now. The shakes suck. I don't know what I'm doing in ADP but I imagine it's far better than A-Levels. I can't even go to the ( Read more... )

I read my recent past entries on here and I fucking cringe. Absolutely horrible. And to think I scoff at people who whine about anything and everything under the sun, and there I am reciprocating their actions. From writing about escapades to resorting to philosophical notes and endless whining of sorts. Come college, life became dull, routined, ( Read more... )