Been living in Seattle now for almost 2 months. Damn time flies. Anyways, having to stay at my folks house currently till I have enough money to move out though it shouldn't take to long with my new job. I got hired on at Amtrak finally and am now traveling the country by train and getting paid to do. I actually leave today to head to chicago. It's ( Read more... )

back in Seattle. Here I am. What a weird feeling. It's almost like living in a constant state of deja vu. After being gone for 5+ years and to come back to find it very much the same, and yet not. Work is going well, though god do I hate ties. It's nice to have cats again. Anyways, I think this weekend I might go out on the town. See the sights and ( Read more... )

It interesting how things come full circle and that after leaving Seattle for college and to explore life. I'm only drawn back after college by events and new job to live once again in Seattle. I'm looking forward to getting my own apartment.

it's been awhile. Today, I took everything down of the bedroom walls. I know realize that I hate this room. I hate the feelings that I have. I hate this. This room feels so empty and unloving. Sterile comes to mind. I was considering trying to stay here at the end of June, but now I realize that can't happen or work out. As much as I love this ( Read more... )

I just end up feeling so confused and helpless sometimes. I lose complete track of myself. I'm rendered completely speechless and bereft of thought completely. I feel so completely broken. So unfixable and so completely useless. I just feel depressed. It's been a long time since I been so down.

hope all are doing well and enjoying the festive season. Been doing a lot of driving around these past few days in this weather. I still love the snow but god damn does it make getting around a bitch and a half. Anyways, I'm really excited for stores to open tomorrow, because I got a 360 and I'm going to go get fallout 3.

Been living in my new house for a few months now and I'm extremely happy with the room mates. Everything is clean in the house and everything is always very low key. Recently I got laid off from my masonry job. They decided that they were tired of training me and wanted to hire their nephew to do my job. So that was lame. To boot, it's the middle ( Read more... )

So I quit Housing Services on Monday. Was awesome. Glad I did it. I had been there just under 2 years. It was a good experience but near the end of it there it was getting to be hell. Tuesday I started my new job, I'm a helper for a couple of Masons I haul bricks and make mortar. It's hard fucking work and I start at 6:30 AM. Oh well it pays really ( Read more... )

it's my birthday today, and I'm here at work. Can't wait to be off and go out to the bars tonight. Tonight will be a good night.

This Friday I'm graduating from the Evergreen State College. I will be walking across Red Square in cap and Gown at 1 P.M. Then I'm going to get very drunk to the end of my undergraduate career and look forward to the "real world" after college. I'm ready.