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And on the 11th it was over. I had called Fabian a bunch of times that day, first he was asleep and I couldn't get through. Later on no one was home to answer the phone. I left a message. He called me back later that night. Only for me to have to ask if he was breaking up with me... a pause and a yeah. I made him come over to tell me to my face. It ( Read more... )

If anyone here really knows me then they'd know my problem ( Read more... )

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                    In Memory Of The Big Protector.....


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Big fight at home tonight...probably the reason I can't sleep. And just when I was feeling good about the other stuff in my life. Jack was drunk, as usual and my sister cursed him out. He said some awful thing's about my mother so Jen went to punch him but my mom stopped it...not to mention the fact that we had company over for dinner and whatnot.. ( Read more... )

Umm...haha I remember this one time this girl told me this for advise

"the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else"....

And I think I'm over him...hahaha

APRIL I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!

So in a slight remark towards my last entry whatever it was between William and me well it is no more. Sadly it's over, but also in a good way ( Read more... )

So...I've been talking with this guy William for a while now. Such a sweet guy. Adorable. Totaly mine <3 But alas he lives far far away. So, therefore I don't speak to him of my feelings for him, although I'm sure he assumes. He makes his clear on a daily basis, it's real sweet and refreshing. But I'm not the relationship type, at least for a long ( Read more... )