The world terrfies me.
Life in general terrifies me.

I've grown disgusting-ly paranoid.

Why is it so hard to live life without the scares and worries?

I would love to be a child again.

The first five (5) people to respond to this post will get something made by me ( Read more... )

so i just came back from the ER where they were ready to do surgery A THIRD TIME. but luckilly they stopped the bleeding without it this time. and i had bleeding yesterday ( Read more... )

I went into the hospital.. and waited ( Read more... )

im getting my tonsils out tomorrow!
i must be at the hospital at 8.
surgery at 9:30.
home around 2ish.
unable to speak or eat solid foods for a whole week.
rest and recovery for another week.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

im happy ( Read more... )

im moving on and it feels good.

i just want to be myself again ( Read more... )

how could one decision change a life so drastically ( Read more... )

i talked about him all day.. and how much i was ready to move on.
..and then i fell asleep in the car wishing i was in his arms.

...and then he called me, and wished me goodnight.

he is making it so hard, yet so easy to love him.