I can't seem to stop the tears. you came so close to giving up on us; even now that you've taken back your words, i still can't overcome the impact of what you said. because today, i came closest to my fears, the fear that you would grow tired of trying, the fear of you just leaving me and all that i've done behind, to start a new life of your own ( Read more... )

quite disappointed in you ( Read more... )

i wish you bothered more ( Read more... )

I had a nightmare, dreamt that you left me. Don't know how/why/when but ohwell, I woke up in tears.

How strange and freaky ):

it's funny how, sometimes, the closer two people get, the more it tends to hurt.

i'm not feeling very stable today, but i didn't show it.

i really don't want or dare to think about what may happen in the future.

[Psalm 46:5]
God is within her, she will not fall;
God will help her at break of day

YES God will help ME at break of day, tmr! (((: and may he be with everyone else in need too.

i'm feeling the heat now ( Read more... )

i'm beginning to ask myself if it's worth it ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here in disbelief at my stupidity. somehow i let something take over my head and practically lost the ability to think properly. instead of questioning i ended up accusing you, and after typing everything i myself was shocked at the way it came out. been feeling guilty since last night, there's nothing i can do to undo what i foolishly ( Read more... )

consistency or variety ( Read more... )