For now on, I'm only going to try and put positive things in here.  Like for instance, I actually ate breakfast today, yay!

Going to see the Rocket Launch near Canaveral Today, on the beach.  If it blows up, it will look cool, but we will all grow third arms from plutonium!!! HAHAHA, nothing wrong with an extra arm.

So I'm still considering college ( Read more... )

Okay, stop! Open your eyes and look at the situation you are in. What do I see? Feel ( Read more... )

If you want to know; this is how I feel. "MAN UP BITCH ( Read more... )

Suicide? Too easy ( Read more... )

I hate being in the middle of it all ( Read more... )

I feel so sad.

I let something very bad happen that i could of stopped and its all because I held some stupid resentment. Whats wrong with me? Things are falling right before my very eyes and I could have prevented them, but I didn't. Am I a bad friend? Yes.

On the bright side, I had class with Nathan today!!!!!! That helped some. Then again, I had to go to ( Read more... )

the silence is so loud i cant hear what i'm thinking. I feel so dead today, bored as hell. K and C are here, talking to my rents.

I have to get something out of my head so i can think straight, but only one person can help me with this, and is probably least likely to.

in my life...the truth hurts much less than lies do ( Read more... )

So ya, Ibalu, you make sense. I really liked Nathan and now that the semester is over I kind of gave up. I have his phone number, I could call and ask him out, you even offered to call for me, but you know I'm too afraid to be rejected ( Read more... )