Does anyone use this thing anymore. I never think of it and I had to go through this whole password change to even figure out how to log back in, geez. Its been forever!

I cant believe that I havent written in this thing since I got home from Florida. Crazy. Not like I was good at writing in it anyway ( Read more... )

Yay. I am home. I had such a great time, but it feels so nice to be home... More details later, time for me to get much needed sleep.

xoxo

Tampa here I come... Warm weather here I come... Tanning here I come... Im excited... See ya'll in a week!

I wish I didnt hate typing out everything that I am feeling, cause right now I am having such a mixture of emotions... All I know is that I am in dire need of a girls night out...

Mel: I think Saturday we should have a girls night out and do something really queer!

I am in more dire need of sleep, so I am off to dream land!

All I have to say is, Why? Why me? Why now? I dont get it. I have been so angry and I hate it. I dont like being this way and I dont like feeling like everything is turning to shit! But thats how I feel ( Read more... )

R.I.P. Jonathan Douras. I know you are in a far better place, a place where you are free from your pain and where God has saved a special place for you. You have touched the lives of many and never will be forgotten!

Wow, Things have been so good. This past week kinda was crummy though. I found out that a friend of mine killed himself. But his funeral and everything is in Florida because thats where he lived. I donno how to feel about the whole thing, I mean when he lived here him and I were cool, we talked and I think I drove him a few places. But like after a ( Read more... )

Well, I erased everything to do with how my journal looks and now its just simple. Seeming as how I am LJ illiterate, I need someone to help me with some colors. I dont want anything else changed I guess, just color... So, if you could help me, please do!

What is my problem? I feel as if I can just drive away the best things in my life! I feel like I just always do things wrong. I still have these complete feelings of insecurity. I wish it would just go away. I wish I could just be confident in myself and know that when someone tells me they love me and they want to be with me, that they mean it. I ( Read more... )