I just dont know anymore, I wish I knew, but I dont.

Things are so messed up right now, and this time I really think I am out of here. My Parents are going up this weekend to see whats they can do, and then I really thing we are gone.. and again, all I can ask is, WHY?

Why?

This week has been good, I was supposed to be grounded because I got home past curfew, but we all know that that didnt work! Brian and I got into our first real fight on Monday. I didnt like it at all, and I hope that never happens again. Everyone kept telling me that if he didnt come around then maybe it wasnt supposed to work out. I was like, No ( Read more... )

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So I totally failed this WHOLE semester of World History, Anatomy, and World Lit. Gee wiz, those are the only classes I have. Imagine that, Manda is failing her whole JR year. So my mom got home today and was like, "Im calling and talking to your conselor, and if they dont just drop all your classes for you"...(I modified that a lil)... "Im pulling ( Read more... )

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Whoo...

Yeah so I worked last nite, and I got my $22 check for the 4 hours I worked. Yipee. They might as well fire me cause they keep calling me and telling me not to come in. I have a pointless job. If it werent snowing so bad I would go out and look for a job... ick, I hate snow... Where is the 4x4 truck when you need it?

Today was 2 months. In ways it feels like, 'whoa 2 months already' then Im like, 'wow I feel like we have been together for so long'. Im so happy. We went out and just talked, and ended up playing pool, I totally kicked his ass twice, outta the like 10 times we played, lol. I always have fun with him.

:) <3 (:

xoxo

Welp, I havent been able to shake whats wrong with me. I think its the flu. So this week I have gone to 2 days at Milford, and OTC has been canceled. So I have had a boring week of being sick. I have pretty much slept the whole time. Not that I am complaining, I like sleep ( Read more... )