i dont really know how to put into words a lot of what i think. and i think a lot. probably would qualify as what they call a dreamer. but i cant help it. i love to just lie around and imagine. imagine about this or that, or this and that together. mainly i imagine about bad things happening on ordinary occasions, or boys, or whats going wrong. so ( Read more... )

i cant make them understand.

ive realized ( Read more... )

i always wondered how people could ( Read more... )

so i finally found a way to free my mind.
its like i can think things that i never thought i could before.
i find myself imagining things i thought unimaginable.
and if i can free my imagination, maybe i can free other things.
i just want to be free.
just imagine what i can be!

goddamn you.

you took my mind for so long.

today.
i was pouring the iced tea from the 5-gallon bucket down the drain.
and i caught sight of my reflection.
and watched it slide through that small hole.
down the drain.
like my mind.
like my heart.
it went so fast.
thats all.
just me.
down the drain.

you love it. and i dont know how to get pictures to come up under an lj cut so....


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OH SNAP! yeah what can i say. today was so much fun!  that looks so cool! but let me tell you what looks even cooler....today me and laura and natalie decided to go exploring. and this we did. we went to all these old abandoned houses and broke in and looked around and stole stuff. and such not. but ill lay it out prettifully and colorfully again ( Read more... )

im a poet that cannot write ( Read more... )