i fuking tried to apply to this community, and i accidentally deleted it twice. so screw it.

but heres some pics that i dont really know how to put on here....

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brrr....its SO cold outside. we had a meet today and it lasted for like three hours. after it gets dark, then it is SO cold. but scott did awesome and got 12' placing him 2nd and i got 9' placing me 2nd also. YAY!!! ive decided to screw the competition aspect and just have fun, so i am really enjoying myself more. i realized that im never going to ( Read more... )

i am FED up with all these stupid labels. label me what you want, but i cant care anymore. labels make you something you arent for the sake of others. it also doesnt seem to make sense why other people talk about what I do in MY free time, why would they even CARE. i dont care what drugs you smoke or where you were last nite. so why should they ( Read more... )

so its definately 2:30 in the am and i have just woken up from a stomach ache. how odd. i feel so young again. i am eating bread tho because yesterday i quite failed to consume anything but coffee. what do ya know. i kinda feel like this thing is stupid because i cant really tell you what i really want to. i think youd get mad, or just feel wierd. ( Read more... )

yesterday i woke up, got up, and realized i was still a little dizzy. and when i got home, i noticed something on the computer that was quite life-changing. someone who used to be a friend of mine had commented quite untruthfully on my live-journal entry to make herself look better. and i understand that completely, but frankly im sick of it/her. ( Read more... )

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what hurts? fuck if i know. and thats precisely the problem, for my ap environmentalers, its a nonpoint source of pollution in my brain flowing out of too many places for me to stop up and figure out. i want to truely understand my feelings. its too hard to keep having to stop and think about the true motives behind everything. i think it would be ( Read more... )

this will be the first time that i update in a LONG time, and its all thanks to the gorgeous leigh who finally fixed my thingy all pretty....wow im in a I LOVE ME mood, and thats good because its valentine's day. me and leigh went to ruth's chris for dinner and spent over $100 on dinner for two, and i got my parents the best transvestite card ever ( Read more... )

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today mrs little accused me of cheating....and that is one thing that i am most definately not, it really hurts my feelings when people dont trust me and all that stuff.....and she said, o im so glad that you got that stuff out of your hair! o wait, its still there... um how rude? i dont think that i give much of a care at all about her because she ( Read more... )