And another song that describes my feelings so perfectly.
It's like she is singing my story...Belting out everything I've wanted to say.
But I'm weak...and I just need to be free. So here you are my loyal readers. How I'm doing...

Seems like just yesterday ( Read more... )

2 days...and everything I've worked for...everything I've accomplished will be concluded in a 5 hour ceremony...

it's quite...

.bewildering.

So...it's done with ( Read more... )

i give up.

Talked to Eddie today. Haven't talked to him in like...ages. It was nice to hear his comfort. I told him about my recent heartbreak, and he replied with "I'm not going to give you any wise words of wisdom, God knows you've already heard enough, but just remember I'm always here for you"...why couldn't he and I ever have happened? Where did all that ( Read more... )

I can't really describe this feeling. It's sort of a mixture of relief, loneliness, and heartbroken... Today I came home...and I was alone. I just...I became so dependent on always having someone around that...everytime I come home to an empty house now, I feel so alone, and technically I am, minus the dogs and cat. But still...it is utter silence ( Read more... )

for lack of words...here's a song. it describes my feelings to a T ( Read more... )

so...I've been incredibly depressed lately. I thought I could handle life without him. But now I realize that I'm dying...inside, it hurts so much to not be with him. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! I thought I ( Read more... )

SHASTA McNASTA! Aghhh... I want to go to prom...but...I don't...agh... I felt like really belting out a good entry, but now I don't. Shizzzz... well, maybe next time.

ugh...i have senoritus. and it sucks. i don't want to do anything...what's the point? but there is a point. if i want to go to texas state, there is a point. "fuck...fuck fuck fuck" in the words of joey michael hruben. ha, them bitches are crazzzay ( Read more... )