handed in my portfolio. so excited that i dont have to worry about it anymore. i feel like shit and im so stressed out. im naucious all the time and im constantly in the bathroom. it sucks so much. i just want this to be all over with so i never have to come back. im coming home tomorrow and then on monday and im coming back up here and then on ( Read more... )

I want to get away from here. Too much drama. I want to fly away and be free.This isnt high school anymore. Its funny how people blame other people for their mistakes. Its funny how they wont admit to their wrongs. If I could write a novel about the past year it would fly off of the shevles. Fuck photography I'm gonna write a book. I wish that Tony ( Read more... )

I have a really big problem. i cant seem to go to sleep at a normal hour anymore. i mean its one in the morning and im still wide awake. what the fuck? it sucks cuz i have to be up in 6 hours and i know that im not going to be going to sleep for like another hour or two. tony told me to call him if i couldnt sleep but i dont want to keep him awake ( Read more... )

Its after one in the morning. why am i still awake? i have no idea. im wide awake too which sucks. im bored out of my mind and by myself. if someone was here id be all up for taking a pointless drive but theres no way that im going to drive all by myself at one in the morning. *sigh* i wish tony was here. i'd be sleeping already and holding onto ( Read more... )

I'm done with everyone. I just want to go home and never come back. I'm sick of all of the lies and deception and the stupid things that people do. I'm done with it all.

There's this girl Jess at school and I hate her with my entire being. She is such a bitch. She gets every fucking thing that she wants. She tied a fucking tampon to the light in my living room and I yelled at her for it and she flipped out and asked me why I couldnt have any fun. Well first of all I dont want a fucking tampon hanging in my living ( Read more... )

I hate being by myself. Lately I've felt so lonely. I have my roommate and the girl Lauren that lives upstairs but I still feel so lonely. My roommate is always hanging out with this girl Leah. Lauren has her boyfriend that comes over and I'm stuck by myself. I hate it. Sometimes I wish that I had someone to hang out with me that didnt have ( Read more... )

I am giving up on having friends. I made some friends since I started school and one of them is totally obsessed with my roommate. Its so disgusting how much in love he is with her. We havent even been in school for 2 weeks yet and he's in love with her. He's only known her for 2 and a half weeks. All he ever talks to me about is her. Im getting ( Read more... )

Next week I'm moving. I cant believe its almost here. It's so scary. I'm so nervous. I wasnt before but now as the day gets closer the more nervous I get. By this time in 2 weeks I'll be living in Massachusetts. Wow! I cant believe it. The time has gone by so fast. I just wish that the days would go by slower that way I can spend more time with ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I'm going to Massachusetts for an interview at the Hallmark Institute of Photography. I'm hoping that I get accepted. I dont see why I wouldnt. They told me that I'm basically in but I just have to go to the interview and give them my application/fee, my 2 reccomendations and my high school transcript. I really hope that I get in cuz its ( Read more... )