i've had it. i should just lock myself away and throw away the key and hope no one finds me for a while. then maybe i wouldn't have to deal with some of the things i have to deal with. sometimes i sit and wonder what it would be like if i wasn;t around, and you know whats funny, it wouldn't be much different, if not better. so yeah, i'm just in ( Read more... )

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Hello to everyone and anyone who reads this. I know i've been slacking alot lately on keeping updated and all, and i apologize. Just everytime i think i'm gonna actually sit down and start typing about something, i look at a blank screen and wonder what to say exactly. It's been like a month or so since i really updated this thing, so many have ( Read more... )

Today is my birthday. It is my 19th birthday to be exact. i don't feel any older, feels just like another day, except my age has changed, hehe. Tasha is throwing me a lil` party thingy tonite, it should be for some good times, i plan on getting really wasted, just because it's my birthday, and i can! haha! anyways, anyone who reads better wish ( Read more... )

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Been a good 2 weeks or so since i last typed in here, i dunno, i guess i just didn't really have to much to talk about, same old stuff really. except yesteday, yesterday was like whoa, seriously, haha. i don't wanna go into big detail about what had happened, but i'll just say that i had made a bad assumption and i was wrong, so i felt bad in the ( Read more... )

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Welp, another day has passed, and i'm here in front of my computer at 4:30 in the morning with nothing to do except wonder how is it that everyone around me seems to be happy, yet i'm not. i dunno, today i took tyler (headman) to see his "friend" christine. it was kool i supopose, just hangin out or whatever. But the more i payed attention to ( Read more... )