So I'm in school still. I graudate May of 2009. Yeah, it's taking five years, but I'll be done soon enough.

Nick decided Med School isn't for him and that he would rather go to Law School. Everything was great. we talked about going to the same law school.. buying a home, etc. We even talked about kids every now and then.

Then today, we had sex. ( Read more... )

Independence: the act of being indepedent.
Independent: not subject to control by others, not requiring or relying on others (as for care or livelihood)

Too bad my parents take this to heart. I'm only 21. Still in school and working towards getting into law school.

Just talked to my dad. Told him I was thinking of joining the air force because I ( Read more... )

I'm just full of happy. Well kinda ( Read more... )

Today was just awesome ( Read more... )

So I've been really moody lately, and Nick and I have been arguing a lot. He asked if I was getting bored of him. I am not. But I am insecure from time to time. Like it's lonely. He is so busy with school, so am I. But when I want a hug, sometimes he can be like, "i dont have time" then he'll join his cousin for a drink. I mean, its not like he ( Read more... )

Maybe he's taking me for granted. I need to be less accessible? I don't know. The year mark is coming up. Three days. Today he drilled out. I spent the night alone last night. My choice. Didn't feel like driving downtown. He messaged me at six am. Missed me a lot. Didn't sleep much or very well. I didn't either, but I didn't admit it ( Read more... )

Maybe not. I just told my mom that I'm not a virgin. OH SHIT!

now what? she asked if Nick and I were having sex, I said no. She pressured for the truth. I told her.

so I complain again ( Read more... )

So nick didn't get the call. I'm happy. no deployment ( Read more... )

I'm ACtually not sober right now, but I'm still posting. Nick took me to Dave n busters. its this arcade here where they serve drinks and stuff. its so much fun. anyway i had four hard drinks and im kinda drunk but posting. ive never been happier with a guy in my life ( Read more... )