All last night I couldn't sleep because I had this huge backache. Today, I go pick up my new car, Joey. He goes with me and just as the car salesman is making me uncomfortable, I see him come up. He hugs me and that is it. I'm glad he showed up when he did ( Read more... )

So its been a while since I’ve written. I hope I haven’t forgotten how to write. Sad, but true. Lack of practice really affects performance. Lack of speaking Spanish has made me forget how to express myself in my native tongue. Sad, huh ( Read more... )

So, I'm in Corpus. I left yesterday from San Antonio because I figured Nick would be doing his marine training all weekend anyway. I didn't want to be in San ANotnio doing nothing all weekend. I could have done homework, but yea, like that is going to happen. haha. I seriously need to get to it tomorrow though. This journal is less artsy than the ( Read more... )

So it's been like over three months now. No news from secrets. Actually, I take that back. I got a message from him when I had half moved on. He said he'd be back in two weeks. It's been a month and he's not back. I moved on this time, I think its real. JH is Asian, funny huh? Anyway, he's nice, sweet and thoughtful. I actually went to him when I ( Read more... )

When you said you loved me, did you really love me or did the words just spill out like drool on my pillow. ‘Cause I was naked when you said those words, but I felt covered in your whispered worship. And as you passed out fast on my shoulder, I imagined a child waiting so sad and still for his mom to arrive. Did she leave you an orphan, in that big ( Read more... )

Strange how fast something can end. Or how easily. I just told C I think it’s best that we be just friends. I’d been getting weird vibes, maybe he was thinking the same thing. He said it was just finals and work, and the move. I think it was the timing, and the fact that I really don’t have any feelings for him. After the whole “situation” I ( Read more... )

Always traveling, never in town. He was there that Friday. Don’t remember if it was September 9 or 23, 2005. I never went there on Fridays. Ever, and still don’t. That is the only Friday I have gone to this day. He isn’t the type of guy I’d typically give my number out to or even go out on a date with. So why were we there that particular Friday ( Read more... )

So last night I went over to S’s house. She had the foreign women over and we ate and danced until about two a.m. That, however, was not the highlight of my day ( Read more... )