So several things have happened in the last couple of weeks, with some interesting (or not at all) relevations. here goes ( Read more... )

...and 25 bucks too. or maybe even a job ( Read more... )

so it's been a couple weeks since i've last posted, i had the breakdown that i so desperately needed about 2 weeks ago, and it really did just clear my head up, for better or for worse. I'm starting to realize that there are a lot of things i would have cared about at this time last year that i just don't care about at all. it's especially weird ( Read more... )

so it's sunday night. i have to be up in 6 hours for yet another day of early week, and i'm back to this whole not being able to sleep thing. it's really not cool. however, i must say that i'm kinda happy that this time it's cuz there's a whole lot on my mind, so i have a reason for being awake. i really feel like my life is a complete mess ( Read more... )

so it's a funny thing, this whole not being able to sleep deal. not haha funny, but a weird kind of funny. you'd think my mind would be a whirlwind of thoughts, not permitting me to sleep. not so. my mind is blank. completely empty. this is definitely not a feeling i'm used to. well, except if i'm in an exam, because that always seems to ( Read more... )

another sleepless night. although it's much earlier than last time. I kinda wish this trend would stop though. I'm getting tired of not being tired ( Read more... )

College Park is boring over the summer. it's 3:30 in the morning on a Saturday, or i guess it's sunday now, and i'm up because i just can't fall asleep, not because of anything fun. I figure maybe writing will help clear my head, and then i'll be able to get to sleep. The one good thing about this summer is that I've had a lot of time to think, ( Read more... )