So I've had a lot of stuff on my mind lately.  The situation that I find myself in again has caused me to re-evaluate a lot of the things in my life.  First, it has been extremely hard for me to get to sleep at night.  I've countered by adding a shitload of pillows, and even a stuffed animal for good measure, and it's helped, but it's still rough ( Read more... )

wow. what a week it has been. hmm... we can start at the last update, and as you can tell i was a little heated.
I had known for a while I was getting played, but I had no clue as to the extent of it. wow, was I pissed when I found out about the other guy. now, i wasn't in a relationship or anything, so as hurt as I felt, I kinda felt I had no ( Read more... )

I'm done. I'm sick of this shit. For once in my life, can i get something that i want? or is it really too much to ask for? this is complete and utter bullshit. i'm batting like 0 for 1000 right now. fuck man, even a-rod in the playoffs is better than that. screw it, i'm done with this crap.

ok, i'll admit it. i suck at this updating thing ( Read more... )

So, a lot can change in 5 months. However, a lot can stay the same ( Read more... )

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wooo, one day more of classes till finals!!! i've survived. I think that's a plus in itself. Throw in some decent grades, and this might have been one of the best semesters I've had at college ( Read more... )

And here's my monthly update on my thought processes, and the events that cause them ( Read more... )

so it's been about a month since i've written anything down. i don't know how people update these things everyday, i just don't have that much to say. so, let's see what has happened lately that i can remember ( Read more... )

i am a spoiled, selfish person, and get pissed off when things don't go my way. I have no patience for other people, and wonder why they can't do certain things at the same rate of speed as me. all this does is piss me off, and lead me to complain. i've used other people's secrets to my own ends before. i am, in fact a complete asshole. i don' ( Read more... )