To many it is the end. To some, only the beginning. To me, there is no end, just as there never was a beginning... there always was thought of me.. an idea of me.. just as there always was an idea of my mother and so on and so on. The simple, yet extremely complex idea of a beginning or an end is rather depressing to me ( Read more... )

I'm in shock. Dimebag Darrell is dead..

Ouch. It still fucking hurts...

I went job hunting all day today.

I felt degraded and embarassed. People either looked at me like I was stupid when I asked if they were hiring, or they followed me around the store to see if I was going to steal something.

Oh well.

Life is like a box of chocolates...

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Yup, I've been trying to find a job. Updated Girl of the Week on my site.. yup..

Yup, I'm going to start work on the guitar section on my site today. :D

I'm gonna have various exercises and such on there, it's gonna be cool.

Yeah, my cousin is back in the mental hospital.. again.. for like the 4th time. God, it's so sad.. I hate it that he has to go through this shit. Another person I know is in the hospital because she tried to kill herself by downing a whole bottle of advil. Now, if she was like me.. I actually did research on suicide before I contemplated trying it ( Read more... )

I can't sleep.. as usual. I don't want it to be like I'm dependant on my sleeping pills, plus if I take them now I won't wake up 'til like 2:45 pm tomorrow.. which I definately don't want.

I'm feeling kind of lonely too, for some reason. Oh well.

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