i dont know why but seeign that i havent posted here sence 2003 i though i might add something here for me to read when i get bored. So i post that there is nothing to do and i am really broke i dont even know how im gonna get to work today but i will try i dont know im outty

wow. i never had an idea that people could actualy like me. wow
i mean i am just stephen the big fuck up from ohio this. mandi is the lucky girl to have my eye right now and she has came out to say that she likes me also. a good thing? maybe maybe not. hell i dont know love just fucks everything all up love is for the weak. fuck i guess im weak.

this whole week has been dragging.i got a new cd that is one thing to be happy about. page loves me another,i know it sounds like im on crack but i wisjed i was back in school spring break sucks. blahhh. but the good thing about spring break is that i can talk to my pagey more in the morning. yeah. i love you so much.

i cried today. thinking about old memeries makes me think about other stuff that i dont want to think about. i only want to think of one thing. i love you page. this day has been really really messed up.

the wait is over

the week has just been a big fuck up in time. dad has a stroke, we find out he could die any min. this summeer will more then make up for this winter. this whole season has been bad.

the words of new found glory ring in my head. "the needle on my record player has been wearing thin this record has been playing sence the day you left with him." when i ask rj what is wrong and why he is so mad all he dse is play this song and I know what it means. but im not sorry. but when you find someone you love as much as i love her you just ( Read more... )

with out you I die. this statement is wrote all over everything I own, all my folders, all my books, and my wall even, this is true. to whom I think you guys could figure it out. Talking to her is the one thing I look forword to everyday. I wait for the phone to ring, why I do this is because she makes me feel better about myself even when we are ( Read more... )

so yeah classes suck but i have to go throught them so i can drive my pagey poo around this summer. i love her so much.

so RJ comes up for thee weekend. and his girlfriend Page ends up talking to me more then him. witchh needlessto say pisses him off. and he wont sa that it is bothering him. so i am still talking to her. the whole thing about i love here maybe the reason i talk to her so much RJ. damn this weekend was just fucked up. i hate this shit.