um i teh uber bored so im goin to write 50 things im thankful for (good idea jordan...) so this may take me some time ( Read more... )

what a jewish day it was. i slept to 12 which was quite thrilling actually. then me, jenna, mk, and carley went to macados, picked up brandon, then arrived at bowling just in time. after bowling, ryan took me, brandon, and matt to tims house and played CS. i was already late, so i walked home. now i am home and tired of writing this.

this is depressing, i have a day off of school and i cant find anything to do. everyone is either busy or they just dont want to hang out with me. oh well, life gives you lemons, squirt them into anothers eye. some btich is messin with my friend, so tommorow i will find brittany and maybe have her beat some ass. that's all iv got to say for now ( Read more... )

looking around school, i see all these couples together, holding each other, making each other feel better. then i look at myself and realize that im not going to be that guy to hold you in my arms. im going to be the tokin single guy (as you might say) and most likely be alone my entire rest of this year. i really hope that wont be the case, but ( Read more... )

wow today was gay. i went to this gay ROTC picnic today and it was ok i guess. i asked out brittany the other day, so thats probably why she didnt talk to me (how could i blame her). anyways, carter was swimming around the pond getting everyone wet, it was better than listen to the seargents. then my shirt was covered in pond shit thanks to some ( Read more... )

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lately i have been noticing that my anger is building up. im starting to get furious at the smallest things. its because i dont talk about my feelings at all. since i dont express my feelings, they start to build and im afraid when my peak will hit. i thought i could be the care-free kid who really doesnt care if he dies because of the misleading ( Read more... )

yea thats cool, but anyway i went bowling with tim, ryan, parker, and MK. parker was/is such an asshole, he pissed me off. he took pictures of his tiny dick on my phone, what a fag. so the bowling alley got boring, so me n tim went to matts and hung out there. brandon, byan, joey, and zack were there. he had this guy game and it showed boobies if ( Read more... )

got four hours of sleep last night working on some shitty biology article that was due today and the teacher didnt even fucking ask for it, that bitch. anyway, brittany gave me a hug and i felt better than i felt special when everyone came talking to me. but anyway, last period i was on my way to my original class, then matt showed up. he convinced ( Read more... )

i think i am just updating because people keep telling to me to keep my life out in the open so they can criticize. any way, nothing special happened today except that anna came up randomly and kissed me. im not complaing :D. but i think steven got jealous, but he has a girlfriend, so oh well. iv been online all day today (as usual) and i think my ( Read more... )