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Work sucks, I know.
God I wish I could get out of this fucking job. I'm worried. Sometimes I feel like I could quit tomorrow and start my business but everytime I sit down to do the work I just freeze up. I'm not a freely creative person. I can't just make shit up out of my head. I need direction, a purpose. I need someone to say this is what I want, make it happen. I ( Read more... ) -
2010 - The Future is NOW!
Whew, haven't looked at this thing in forever. I was such an angsty little kid haha. Things have gotten much better since those days. Rob and Becca moved to Ohio which i am sad about but I like where i am right now. Jeeze, where to begin. Michelle is long gone, that didn't work out so well. we had a messy break up but it turns out she cheats on ( Read more... ) -
Blech
Looks like this is going to be a quarterly thing. Monica is done. Michele is my lovely lady. She is one of the best things to ever happen to me. Lately has been pretty sketchy. Working a shit ton because the Duke of New York is now in New York for the con. pretty neat gig. Been surprisingly active, i seem to go on cleaning surges, but only on my ( Read more... ) -
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I havent updated this thing in a while. It's really cool to go through and read all my old posts. very nostalgic. Well there is a lot to tell so i better get started. I got promoted to the Assistant Manager of The Metro Mega store and it seems to be going well. A little rocky at first, but i think we got everything sorted out. There has been alot ( Read more... ) -
Battle Lines
I think the worst possible thing you could do in life is doubt. I will always regret not doing somthing because i was afraid of one possible outcome. You never know what greatness can come out of somthing untill you try it. You can't put off doing somthing even if it may turn out bad, because eventually that opportunity will dissappear foreverand ( Read more... ) -
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Long days, and even longer nights. Can't get it outta my head. Zombies and Girls, and problems with problems. Waking up in a room to find your locked inside. Almost metaphorical. almost. Silent Hill 4 is insane. Big love gets better and better. Need to relax, take a break, figure out where i'm going before i get there. Good advice for any occasion ( Read more... ) -
People Suck
isnt it nice to know people are just waiting for you to fuck up. -
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Emo Kid
My life is spiralling downward. I couldn't get enough money to go to the blood red romance and suffocate me dry concert. It sucks because they play some of my favorite songs like; Stab my heart because i love you and, rip apart my soul, and of course, stabby mcstab stab. And it doesn't help that i couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing, like ( Read more... ) -
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So how many times do you have to pretend somthing is funny, and laugh it off, even if it makes you mad, before you can "Take a joke"? How many times before it changes from ribbing to Disrespecting? How many times do you have to get pissed off, before they realize you don't think it's funny, and that it really isn't somthing they should do? what ( Read more... )